Monday, July 13, 2009

What This is Not and What is Good

Some people hate religion. I am not trying to convert them. I can't. It's a waste of everyone's time. I have my feelings on the subject of being outside of faith and/or faith community, but I cannot convince someone who hates religion that it is a good idea. I can only be myself, and if this has some impact on them, then wonderful. If not, it is their loss.

I am not apologetic. I both recognize the bad and the good of my faith and see myself as both separate (representing a new era) as well as growing out of a history of the Christian Church. I don't feel the need to go over things which have already been done and apologized for a thousand billion times.

Yes, some stuff sucked. If we go over that over and over again we'll all end up miserable and bitter. What a freaking stupid way to go through life! Those of you who enjoy focusing on all the bad things and magnifying them so it becomes impossible to see any good, you have my condolences and my pity. I can't be bothered. This is, of course, another type of narrow-mindedness (one which I would argue may be a special hell).

And for those who are skeptics, the problem we all know with skepticism, is you may also be wrong. This is a pointless and circuitous way of going through life (not to say you should never be skeptical, but to be so all the time and without allowing for another option is highly problematic).

So, here's the deal. I am not going to focus on past wrongs. I have already discussed them, it is done. I am now only interested in the positive direction of the future. This should occupy all our time and energy. Imagining a new and beautiful thing, what we in fact want, as opposed to the opposite.

I have found in my personal life that when I cut out those aspects, persons, feelings, and events which will bring me down and away from my goals amazing things happen. This is of course because all that remains are those good things. I think God wants what is good for us in life, as well as in the Church.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

The Context of Scripture

Music - Mixing it UP!!

Eek! It's HOT!!

My husband and I have taken to watching "Reaper." The show is about a guy (Sam) whose parents sold his soul to the devil. The devil then has him be a bounty hunter, i.e. catch escaped souls and send them back to hell. When the devil gives the man his cell number, Sam says "What area code is this?" The devil replies, "Phoenix."

There is a reason. I've been on hiatus basically because it got so hot so quickly. This is the only explanation, that and a combination of work responsibilities as well as a general discouragement.

I've been feeling a little down about the church thing. I think perhaps this is a good thing to do a video about specifically. I'll get back to you with that...